I know it’s still too early to say those words, but seriously, I’m really falling for him. Yes, I’m still scared that maybe he hasn’t changed yet, but I don’t want him to go. Martyrdom. He really makes me happy even though we don’t talk sometimes when we’re together. Being with him feels like I’m with an angel, though, considering his past, he’s really not. He had so much adventures, and too much bad habits, but I accept him. I still believe that he could change.

It’s been a month now since we started going out in which I think I know him too well already. Wait, not really. So far, he’s been honest to me ever since. That should be enough, right? NOT. Yes, I really really like him despite of his imperfections, but I guess we still need more time, but I really want us to be together now. WHAT THE HELL? I want to have the right in everything, already. lame.

Honestly, he’s far from my ideal guy. He smokes, he drinks often, he gambles, lazy, insensitive, the way he text is ugh, he has punto though it doesn’t matter that much, he doesn’t know how to play any instrument, he doesn’t sing, he have a very scary past which I wouldn’t forget whatever happens, he’s not that romantic, etc…. But I don’t care anymore, I think I could bare with it, I’m still happy though and that’s all what matters. We’re okay. I just hope that I would be his LAST if ever we’ll make it to the next level. We have plans together already, he started making them, IDK.

Lord, Help :) We went to see you twice already, I want to know what he prayed for. I’ve talked to you lots of times with lots of things including my thoughts about Herdie. I just need guidance and strength. Thank You! :)

Hi, Herdie, please be good to me, ‘cause I’ve always been good and true to you.

I know it’s still too early to say those words, but seriously, I’m really falling for him. Yes, I’m still scared that maybe he hasn’t changed yet, but I don’t want him to go. Martyrdom. He really makes me happy even though we don’t talk sometimes when we’re together. Being with him feels like I’m with an angel, though, considering his past, he’s really not. He had so much adventures, and too much bad habits, but I accept him. I still believe that he could change.

It’s been a month now since we started going out in which I think I know him too well already. Wait, not really. So far, he’s been honest to me ever since. That should be enough, right? NOT. Yes, I really really like him despite of his imperfections, but I guess we still need more time, but I really want us to be together now. WHAT THE HELL? I want to have the right in everything, already. lame.

Honestly, he’s far from my ideal guy. He smokes, he drinks often, he gambles, lazy, insensitive, the way he text is ugh, he has punto though it doesn’t matter that much, he doesn’t know how to play any instrument, he doesn’t sing, he have a very scary past which I wouldn’t forget whatever happens, he’s not that romantic, etc…. But I don’t care anymore, I think I could bare with it, I’m still happy though and that’s all what matters. We’re okay. I just hope that I would be his LAST if ever we’ll make it to the next level. We have plans together already, he started making them, IDK.

Lord, Help :) We went to see you twice already, I want to know what he prayed for. I’ve talked to you lots of times with lots of things including my thoughts about Herdie. I just need guidance and strength. Thank You! :)

Hi, Herdie, please be good to me, ‘cause I’ve always been good and true to you.