He makes me happy. I know my decision is very risky but, I don’t care anymore, I’ve already risked my life many times before. We’re still in the stage wherein we get to know each other more. There are lots of negative things about him but I’m thinking positively in a way that, maybe, the reason why God gave me to him is because he needed someone to guide him, and yes, I am willing to do that. I don’t really mind those negative things, what matters now is that we’re both happy. That’s what he said, he’s happy with me. To maintain a good relationship, acceptance and trust is a must. He said those things about his past because he trusts me and that maybe he wants to know if I would still accept him despite of his wrongdoings. And, I did.
After a year filled with heartache and one-sided love affair, he came to change it and heal the pain. Joan, a friend of mine, made me realize that. I am really really really happy ever since I met him, I don’t want him to go. If that happens, I might as well just die. Just kidding. But yeah, jokes are half-meant :P
Tama naman diba? Well, kung seryoso siya talaga, at sinusunod nga niya mga sinasabi ko.. Napakalaking achievement ko na yun. Para siyang bata na kailangan alalayan para mapunta sa matinong daanan. Hahaha! Kung magsalita ako akala mo ang tino-tino ko eh. Haha! Sana lang talaga mabago yung mga yun:) it’s for his own good naman eh:)
So far, i’m doing a good job. Haha! Though I can’t help but remember how I spent my 18th birthday with you when Janine, Sharla, and I went to the seaside part of the Mall of Asia. Oh, how could I ever forget that? It will stay in my heart forever. And maybe, when the time comes that I finally moved on, my heart would still probably hurt when you have found someone to call as your girlfriend. Nyaha! You’d still be here in my heart even though I know that there won’t be any chance that the two of us would be together. I’ve already accepted that, and I won’t force myself to you anymore:) I just remembered something.. Jimmy: Next time ulit. Sama na natin sila. Sila Cable Ako: Wag naaaa Jimmy: bakit ba ayaw mo isama si Cable? Ako: pano ako makakapag-move on?? Haha! Mean. Sorry. Gusto ko din naman kita isama, kaya lang it’s better this way :) hanggang Hi-Hello at konting usap palang kaya ko :P
Sobrang bigat ng nararamdaman ko ngayon, parang na-reach na ulit ng emotions ko yung limit ng pagiging kalmado ko. I just finished talking to Him kaya ngayon, medyo okay na ko. I need to decide on something, I need to come up with a final decision within 10 days!! I know I can do it. I believe in myself, my friends believe in me and so is my mom. Kinakabahan lang ako, gusto ko maalis yung kaba. Alam ko kaya ko.
Wala pa akong nap-prove sa family ko kaya hanggang ngayon, ang iniisip ko, tingin nila sakin, ibang klase talaga na ako lang ang bobo sa pamilya. Si kuya madaming kung ano-anong awards nakukuha, eh ako? Champion lang sa Volleyball nung 4th year, nadamay nga lang ako nun dahil magagaling mga kasama ko talaga. YUN LANG. Meron naman ding iba pero bata pa ko nun.
Positive outcome naman iniisip ko pero hindi ko talaga maiwasan haluan ng negative. Pressured ako sa mga kasama ko, ang tatalino, lahat sila matalino, ako lang may tuliling. I’m doing my best for my studies, pero hindi parin enough.
Pray. Alam kong andiyan naman Siya para tulungan ako. Magtutulungan kami. I know, I can do this.
marielteano:
Weh? :’) nyenye -__- Parang hindi naman
oh, really?
19th birthday :)
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He makes me happy. I know my decision is very risky but, I don’t care anymore, I’ve already risked my life many times before. We’re still in the stage wherein we get to know each other more. There are lots of negative things about him but I’m thinking positively in a way that, maybe, the reason why God gave me to him is because he needed someone to guide him, and yes, I am willing to do that. I don’t really mind those negative things, what matters now is that we’re both happy. That’s what he said, he’s happy with me. To maintain a good relationship, acceptance and trust is a must. He said those things about his past because he trusts me and that maybe he wants to know if I would still accept him despite of his wrongdoings. And, I did.
After a year filled with heartache and one-sided love affair, he came to change it and heal the pain. Joan, a friend of mine, made me realize that. I am really really really happy ever since I met him, I don’t want him to go. If that happens, I might as well just die. Just kidding. But yeah, jokes are half-meant :P
Tama naman diba? Well, kung seryoso siya talaga, at sinusunod nga niya mga sinasabi ko.. Napakalaking achievement ko na yun. Para siyang bata na kailangan alalayan para mapunta sa matinong daanan. Hahaha! Kung magsalita ako akala mo ang tino-tino ko eh. Haha! Sana lang talaga mabago yung mga yun:) it’s for his own good naman eh:)
So far, i’m doing a good job. Haha! Though I can’t help but remember how I spent my 18th birthday with you when Janine, Sharla, and I went to the seaside part of the Mall of Asia. Oh, how could I ever forget that? It will stay in my heart forever. And maybe, when the time comes that I finally moved on, my heart would still probably hurt when you have found someone to call as your girlfriend. Nyaha! You’d still be here in my heart even though I know that there won’t be any chance that the two of us would be together. I’ve already accepted that, and I won’t force myself to you anymore:) I just remembered something.. Jimmy: Next time ulit. Sama na natin sila. Sila Cable Ako: Wag naaaa Jimmy: bakit ba ayaw mo isama si Cable? Ako: pano ako makakapag-move on?? Haha! Mean. Sorry. Gusto ko din naman kita isama, kaya lang it’s better this way :) hanggang Hi-Hello at konting usap palang kaya ko :P
Sobrang bigat ng nararamdaman ko ngayon, parang na-reach na ulit ng emotions ko yung limit ng pagiging kalmado ko. I just finished talking to Him kaya ngayon, medyo okay na ko. I need to decide on something, I need to come up with a final decision within 10 days!! I know I can do it. I believe in myself, my friends believe in me and so is my mom. Kinakabahan lang ako, gusto ko maalis yung kaba. Alam ko kaya ko.
Wala pa akong nap-prove sa family ko kaya hanggang ngayon, ang iniisip ko, tingin nila sakin, ibang klase talaga na ako lang ang bobo sa pamilya. Si kuya madaming kung ano-anong awards nakukuha, eh ako? Champion lang sa Volleyball nung 4th year, nadamay nga lang ako nun dahil magagaling mga kasama ko talaga. YUN LANG. Meron naman ding iba pero bata pa ko nun.
Positive outcome naman iniisip ko pero hindi ko talaga maiwasan haluan ng negative. Pressured ako sa mga kasama ko, ang tatalino, lahat sila matalino, ako lang may tuliling. I’m doing my best for my studies, pero hindi parin enough.
Pray. Alam kong andiyan naman Siya para tulungan ako. Magtutulungan kami. I know, I can do this.
marielteano:
Weh? :’) nyenye -__- Parang hindi naman
oh, really?
19th birthday :)
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